Tuesday, October 19
we all know what i mean larh. robe, gown, whatever, call it a piece of cloth, i couldn't care less, i just want to see all of us wearing it. haha. hmm english today was erhh.. yeah. english-y. took a look at the psychology pamphlet thing, and yeah i guess i do want to do psychology. maybe if i study hard enough now, get a good course next year that leads to the right uni and course, then yeah i can study that. if not, i'll revert back to my age-old dream of being a -uh- kindergarten school teacher. yep yep =D scare the hell outta all the little kiddies. eh i'm surprisingly quite nice to kids okay. haha. i'll think about the overseas thing after jc larh. kinda prefer not moving.. i like what i'm accustomed to.
you know, humans are such strange creatures. we want stability. when we get it, we long for something else, something more, as long as it's not what we have. i asked for a safety net. i got it. then i realised that the safety net was causing me to become complacent.. i didn't feel as motivated to study as all you people, because well there's a safety net. so now i've got a new goal. this one has no safety net. every time i feel myself wandering off into lala-land again.. i force myself to think of that sheet of paper i'm going to have to need.. *beams* this is really the sun. i've been aiming for the moon and falling among the stars, but now i want so much more. ambitious, maybe? but the worst case senario now is somewhere between the stars and the earth. i mustn't hit the ground. ambition never killed. i know where mine leads. and i would sacrifice myself. but not you. so.. support me yeah? =D whee!
chris eats everything. are you everything to her? hahahha chris don't kill i kinda like living.
it must've been love.
5:45 pm
xoxo
